so this is it

does time end here

is this what i fought for

what a fool i've been

to think life had more to offer

instead i lye here

in remorse and pain

i hate you for doing this

i hate you for saying that

i never did enough to ever please you

never did enough for you to believe in me

and i'm still thinking i'm not enough

my war for you

i'm still fighting

even thu every day i loose a battle

i know i lie to myself

i see the signs

always the same three bloody words

i am fine

i hate you for doing this

i hate you for saying that

i never did enough to ever please you

never did enough to make you mine

and i'm still thinking i'm not enough

ashamed of the life i've lived

ashamed of what i've become

i just became