i remember your voice and dreams

your smile when you laughed

your pain when you cried

i follow your footsteps let them be my guide

can you save me from myself

it's hard to be strong when you're not here

i remember when we used to be

we faced all our fears

chased the clouds blocking the sun

and thru my confusion i heard your voice

the promise you stated

i never saw you leaving

you never spoke so i heard it

cause i would never let you go

did i force you to make that decision

did i make you leave

in remembrance of all the days we planned

all the things we sed we'd do

of all the times we had

the fate i shared with you

you'll always be my truth

what i know you taught me

all the things you used to do

all the faith i had in us

in remembrance

I don't belong here
This is not my life

This house I walk in was our home
These children once called me dad

I'm now the stranger who wonder these halls
I'm the forsaken standing before deadman's door

Staring in on your new life without me
Cold fear grips me as I watch you sleep

The bed we shared now empty
The live we planned forgotten

The ring I gave you lost

No one to answer my prayers
No one to hear my screams

I don't belong here
This is no longer my live

Just the pain of a broken man remains
Absolution for the forsaken

so this is it

does time end here

is this what i fought for

what a fool i've been

to think life had more to offer

instead i lye here

in remorse and pain

i hate you for doing this

i hate you for saying that

i never did enough to ever please you

never did enough for you to believe in me

and i'm still thinking i'm not enough

my war for you

i'm still fighting

even thu every day i loose a battle

i know i lie to myself

i see the signs

always the same three bloody words

i am fine

i hate you for doing this

i hate you for saying that

i never did enough to ever please you

never did enough to make you mine

and i'm still thinking i'm not enough

ashamed of the life i've lived

ashamed of what i've become

i just became

you asked me what i want my answer was everything

i didn't want to be happy i wanted to be with you

i didn't want to be with you i wanted to be yours

thru the light and the dark the good and the bad

i wanted to be the one you relied on

your strength in times of weakness

your reason for being as you were mine

i wanted your love as mine was yours

as this day draws to an end light turns to dark

i find myself standing here alone

what was no more what would've been no longer

shattered dreams like broken glass surround me

no more reason no more light

the roads we traveled time spend under starry skies

thru rain we ran nights you spend in my arms

no more reason no more hope

the journey should end in lover's embrace

nights spend in each other's arms

as this day draws to an end

this journey ends

i alone