this morning for the first time in months i didn't want to die
i had my hair cut again I shaved and put on a tie
ready to face the world

i can no longer face this darkness alone no longer live in pain
i think i see the glimmer of a light at the end
i want to need to embrace it

in my darkest hours you've been there thu only a memory
you've been next to me you've been my reason my life
the one i still turn to for approval thu you're no longer here
you were my savior

you wil for ever be in my memories my dreams waking thoughts
you're the one i will go on loving this can never change

i have to go on now pick up the pieces try to mend this life
please forgive me i have to say goodbye please forgive me