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this morning for the first time in months i didn't want to die
i had my hair cut again I shaved and put on a tie
ready to face the world

i can no longer face this darkness alone no longer live in pain
i think i see the glimmer of a light at the end
i want to need to embrace it

in my darkest hours you've been there thu only a memory
you've been next to me you've been my reason my life
the one i still turn to for approval thu you're no longer here
you were my savior

you wil for ever be in my memories my dreams waking thoughts
you're the one i will go on loving this can never change

i have to go on now pick up the pieces try to mend this life
please forgive me i have to say goodbye please forgive me

In this world you tried not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I prayed to the gods let you stay

Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead there is only silence, can't you hear my screams
Never stop hoping, need to know where you are
But one thing's for sure, you're always in my heart.
The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

Made me promise I'd try to find my way back in this life
I hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again it's worth it all so I can go home

Lost in the darkness, try to find my way home
I want to embrace you and never let you go
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul
Living in agony 'cause I just do not know
Where you are

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments I imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears

Together in all these memories
I see your smile in all I hold dear

Darling, you know I'll love you till the end of time

The time has come, you're really leavin'

You always told me that you needed to

I guess I never thought it would happen

I guess I never really wanted it to

Hoped this day would never come

The world is callin' you and you must answer

But you can take me with you in your dreams

as you'll always be in mine

If you ever get back to me

In a shiny new car or worn out shoes

I'll be waiting for you

Your sister told me you're doing fine now

Working at some office in the city

But don't forget about those who love you

We'll be there for you if you get down

I believe in you and all you’re after

I hope you end up where you wanna be

If you ever get back to me

In a shiny new car or worn out shoes

I'll be waiting for you

These days the time seem to pass slower

the nights seem to linger on forever

all I do is remember

I often wonder if you found your freedom

I wonder if I should’ve gone with you

If you ever get back to me

In a shiny new car or worn out shoes

I'll be waiting for you

I'll be waiting for you

I'll be waiting for you

Couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
All the time has passed you by

Watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away

I've been so lost since you've gone
Why not me before you
Why did fate deceive me
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence

For so long, I've tried to shield you from the world
You couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am Left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that stands forgiven
You'll always be in my heart
I know deep inside
All that stands forgiven

Remembrance

Today I saw you again, sitting there in the shade
I sat with you and we talked about this and that
You look good with long hair, you seem happy
I needed to know you are happy again

As I walked away from you, all the memories came back to me
as they have many a night while I laid by myself

I remembered our rides along the tracks
You laughed with all you heart when I fell
What I would give to hear your sweet laughter again

I remembered running thru the rain with you
Drying your hair afterwards and when I got sick you cared for me
What I would give to feel your loving touch again

I remembered taking you away, we talked all the way
You took a thousand pictures of our weekend in the sun
What I would give to take you away again

I remembered when love got tough, I fought for us
I fought for us but you still walked away
What I would give for another fighting chance

As you walked away today, I turned and walked away

I remember the days, we stared from heaven to earth
I remember the days, we ran through the stormy rain

You left on a Friday, forever disappearing in the night
You left me standing alone in the cold rain

I remember the days, we shared a life together
I remember the days, we said it would be forever

All that remains are the memories of happy days
All that remains is the black enveloping pain

I remember the days, we walked under a Venetian sky
I remember the days, we promised it would not be in vain

Eternity

On a mountain high, where worlds collide
I can hear you breath in me

As the angels gaze, to an open faith
let them wash these tears away

Because I love you, always, I do
I love you, always, I do...