Friday, July 17, 2009

you build it up tear it down
no reason to follow you
you left the song without a sound
you left the story I made for us
softly angels bow and cry in the silence of the night
no answer for the asking
no mercy for the aching
i see no light on the forsaken
let's spend the night when this dream ends
sometimes you laughed
sometimes you cried
yes, i've cried over you
you've left me blind in paradise
you've left me hungering for the touch of you
snow white angels run and hide in the blackness of the night
never is a long time
goodbye

Monday, July 13, 2009

Darkness surrounds me again
Howling wind blows thru the night
Cold rain stings my face
This place all too familiar
My old friend, it's been too long
your grieve fills me with hope
My screams echo thru the night
no one to answer
My longing for this life
no one to comfort me
My old friend, it's been too long
only you can answer my prayers
Once again I taste your cold steel
ABSOLUTION
hear that all too familiar click
CONTENT
ready for my final request
My old friend, it's been too long
maybe this time you will take it all away
All I want
is to be OK again
Not super
Not amazing
Just OK
To wake in the morning
no yearning to end it all
To go out
and not see you everywhere
All I want
is to be OK again
To have one night's quiet sleep
not thinking of you without end
To walk into my home
and not remember that it was ours
All I want
Is to be OK again
Not alone
Not in this pain
Just OK
All I want
Is to end it all